where ive been

this weekend was hard.
and i dont want to get past it.
ive thought about it. ive written about it. ive acknowledge it.
and im letting it go.

im really excited for this week.
and to be honest, there is not alot coming up.
but i feel like there is going to be alot of opportunity.
and. im not sure. im happy.


recently ive been download alot of John Mayer.
ive always loved his work. but... listening to his new stuff.
for where i am right now in my life. its so perfect.
He is so honest with his words. and hes not flashy. hes just... him.
and thats really cool to me.

i want to make music like that.
that really shows people my heart. and that really opens me up.
i think im going to really chase after that. and start working on some stuff.

ive been talking to a friend of mine lately. and they have really showed me alot.
they are aware of whats going on around them.
and they care about who they are... and what they, and other people are going through.
i feel challanged and really accpeted when i talk to them.
i see God really... i dunno, supplying this friendship.
very cool.

alright. i think ive filled my quota of happy.
deeper thoughts to come later.
smile.